As I scrolled through my Facebook and Instagram stories this evening my heart just started to swell a little. I see so many postings of my friends and their kids, mostly of their kids. I know I post a lot of stuff about my own kids, I also know a lot of people will get bugged for it or apologize if they feel like they have been sharing too often. As I scrolled through I sat on the couch while my two youngest were zonked out. Outside I could hear my two oldest pulling weeds/having a water fight with the hose. I have always been a crazy picture lady, with far too many photos than I even know what to do with. But with my big gap in babies I can just say take all the photos & post as much as you want! It goes by so fast. These photos will one day be all us mamas have left of these crazy long days but incredibly short chapters. I live and breathe for my kids & the older my big ones get the more I feel them separating, just a little, from me. I know this is what is supposed to happen but it makes it no easier. They still live under my roof yet I find myself dragging out old photos of them all of the time. We are blessed, mamas. These humans of ours are amazing accomplishments. Live in this moment & never apologize for it.